reluctant missionary
A few years ago I read a book called "Reluctant Missionary" written by Edith Buxton. She is the daughter of famous missionary C. T. Studd and married one of his best known recruits, Alfred Buxton. The title of the book beckoned me into its dusty pages and I related to Buxton's reluctance and was inspired by her rising to the challenge of being a missionary in the jungles of Congo in the early 1900's. "The sea journey took three weeks. On the last morning I was awake early and on deck to catch my first look at Africa. It was a brown line on the horizon of a dull grey sea. To those who are susceptible to her magic, Africa can cast a spell which binds you to her for ever. I still feel that magnetic pull whenever I set foot on her soil. The age-old earth at your feet, baked by an unremitting sun, sends a thrill through me to this day." She writes with eloquence and vulnerability. "Long before we reached Nala I knew I did not fit. I did not like m